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many videos and probable diagnoses
so i’m sat here with slightly-too-tight over-ear headphones on, my favorite white marshall ones actually, the bluetooth ones, the ones i kind of want airpods despite owning already. leg pains, because of atypical anorexia/ednos? who knows! it is what it is! it could be the diagnosed but not proven arthritis (i need to set up […]
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myself as the court jester
adorn me in a mismatched array of harlequin diamonds in different colorspaint my face white with thick makeup, smothered, only your former lover.turn your bare civilian face away as my tears still escape my will and they run down; paint smears offin circus school they taught me some love to watch her, a tragic mime, […]
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assorted sweets and savories, treats, sour-maggot-meats, bitter pickled deceit
sorry to write such a visceral title without warning. it had to be done. pills, oh, and peach prc’s favorite flavor of monster energy drink, possibly to self-medicate undiagnosed adhd (in both cases!) i’m not planning on staying on this corner of the web forever… i WILL get better at coding, make a neocities blog, […]
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neopagan poetry or prose or whatever, maybe both?
is that possible? i’m making it possible. i’m doing it; forging the way, if the way needs forging. i get sad. i get so so much, so often. why? why do i get so sad and so frequently? i feel joy often. but unless it’s encouraged immediately, i feel shame right after. because of the […]
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candles i snuffed out and bridges i decimated
i’m screwed and messed up, i know the blame lies mostly with me, but do you feel it too, or at least;did you once briefly think your whole entire future was with me, too?i’ll never know the answer and it eats me like maggots surviving off something once beloved. i thought, for a week, we’d […]