well, i made another video for youtube, so here’s the obligatory sharing of it:
i shared this one much faster than normal! be proud! no, really. i’m doing terribly.
today i medically withdrew from college for the 2nd time and i also texted my therapist for a referral to an online (thanks covid-19?) partial hospitalization course that i kind of, uh, need, to survive. but i am safe. i am doing it. things might be okay.
so i guess this is where avoiding the hospital has left me.
i don’t know! things are just so hard; i swear i’m trying.
i have good news, too. x2. i can’t share the latter, but the first part is that i am going to be in kitty‘s music video for her song afterglow, on her charm & mirror ep. kit has been one of my favs since like, 2011.
there will be a sfw and nsfw version; both coming out on 8/26/20. i am in both.
still struggling with pictures. perhaps i should edit some, soon? it might make me feel better.
smoking weed (oui’d) is keeping me sane, ish. it medicates my pain. when the available alternative that’d work is opioids/opiates, you really can’t complain about me being an embarrassing stoner.
the title of this post, is, of course, lyrics from taylor swift’s song seven. in case you needed to be told. oh! here is a picture:
that’s all for now.