Tag: trauma
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neopagan poetry or prose or whatever, maybe both?
is that possible? i’m making it possible. i’m doing it; forging the way, if the way needs forging. i get sad. i get so so much, so often. why? why do i get so sad and so frequently? i feel joy often. but unless it’s encouraged immediately, i feel shame right after. because of the […]
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a poem i wrote in february 2016
hahaha! it’s so funnyhow you’re rising in my now weary throathow i no longer feel pain without convulsingor how i eat sour candy lately to cope“survivor” was not a title i wanted to claimi only took it, i only made it my ownwhen the two syllable word “victim” made me chokebecause it was all i […]
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sexual abuse
“Have you ever been sexually abused?” Silence. Absolute lack of conversation, or “I don’t know.” At this point, I am 16 years old, and usually pouty and angsty enough that nobody really feels sorry for the suicidal pink haired girl, maybe. I don’t know, I’m biased, I was the suicidal 16 year old. I was […]
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putting vodka in your coffee for your ptsd
Three truths. One: I started drinking vodka in my coffee at 1pm today. Two: I tweeted at least five times in a row on my private twitter about very personal, sad things and am probably going to lose some followers on that account. Three: I watched most of Jessica Jones episode one (give me a […]