Tag: ocd

• what it is you think i should

  first of all, listening to this: i don’t know. things get hazy a lot, like right now. i wake and bake, and drink my morning 5 coffees with milk (to buffer the acidity of the coffee for my sensitive gi system and gi issues), which are bad for me, and then i am probably due […]

  zélie

  July 6, 2022

  Personal Blog

  mental health, mental illness, music videos, ocd, personal, pictures, youtube

• breathing and accidentally something happens

  a poem

  zélie

  February 14, 2021

  Uncategorized

  breathing, mental health, mental illness, ocd, oxygen, personal, poem, poetry, romance, suicide, valentine’s day

• bitter bitch (ocd i)

  obsessions and/or compulsions and i’m suddenly more disorderedwell, not officially, until i get the test at leastbut i’m not sure why i think about suicide 3 times an hour without wanting to orwhy damp food on hard ceramic plates under cold water feels like it burns orwhy i can’t stop physically removing parts of myself […]

  zélie

  July 24, 2019

  Uncategorized

  bitter, compulsions, diagnoses, fire, immolation, mental health, mental illness, obsessive compulsive disorder, ocd, personal, poem, poetry, rituals, suicide, writing, zelie