Tag: mental illness
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assorted sweets and savories, treats, sour-maggot-meats, bitter pickled deceit
sorry to write such a visceral title without warning. it had to be done. pills, oh, and peach prc’s favorite flavor of monster energy drink, possibly to self-medicate undiagnosed adhd (in both cases!) i’m not planning on staying on this corner of the web forever… i WILL get better at coding, make a neocities blog, […]
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neopagan poetry or prose or whatever, maybe both?
is that possible? i’m making it possible. i’m doing it; forging the way, if the way needs forging. i get sad. i get so so much, so often. why? why do i get so sad and so frequently? i feel joy often. but unless it’s encouraged immediately, i feel shame right after. because of the […]
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a new post on a new blog for a new day, or something
gosh, that sounds terribly optimistic, doesn’t it? that’s kind of gross. it’s not that optimism is inherently gross by any logic, but anything other than pessimistic realism resulted in something bad when i was a child. i don’t know what, but i know i’m deeply uncomfortable admitting i feel optimism, in a similar way to […]
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i used to scream, ferociously, any time i wanted
well, i made another video for youtube, so here’s the obligatory sharing of it: i shared this one much faster than normal! be proud! no, really. i’m doing terribly. today i medically withdrew from college for the 2nd time and i also texted my therapist for a referral to an online (thanks covid-19?) partial hospitalization […]