Tag: girl

• a new post on a new blog for a new day, or something

  gosh, that sounds terribly optimistic, doesn’t it? that’s kind of gross. it’s not that optimism is inherently gross by any logic, but anything other than pessimistic realism resulted in something bad when i was a child. i don’t know what, but i know i’m deeply uncomfortable admitting i feel optimism, in a similar way to […]

  zélie

  January 31, 2021

  Uncategorized

  2021, 28, aging, birthday cake, cake, cheerleader, confessional, depressed, facebook, fake prn cheerleader, girl, growing up, mental health, mental illness, mental illnesses, optimism, patreon, personal, pessimism, photos, pom poms, sad, sad girl, tattoos, thc, youthful

• all of them, even the shitty ones

  write something, write anything. well, not anything. almost anything. x just try to write. i talk, i can barely write. i can barely talk! i think i’m falling apart. what does one do when one is falling apart at the seams? seams i created, mostly myself, over the years. well. the instax and youtube updates. […]

  zélie

  August 23, 2020

  Personal Blog

  2020, alt girl, covers, girl, green eyeshadow, onlyfans, personal, selfie, songs, update, video, videos, vlog, vocal covers, wishlist, woman, youtube

• trying, failing, trying again.

  my gums are bleeding. things are hard, but i am strong. so i keep going. lost some video footage? keep going. lost 8tb of video footage? KEEP GOING. i have updated my patreon, finally. for $1/month or however much you can afford, you can access my patreon posts and discord server…the only other way to […]

  zélie

  June 26, 2020

  Personal Blog

  diary, girl, mental health, patreon, personal, singing, update, video, videos, youtube, zelie