depression
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and i need yellow diamonds
hi hello, this post is currently titled “and i need yellow diamonds” which i find embarrassing! so i will have to change it at some point. it is a reference to peter (b.o.m.b.) (which stands for Back On My Bullshit), a song by kitty who i love and adore and support. from her album ROSE…
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olaplex and thrill pre-halloween personal update
hi, I don’t know how to go about writing this post. I am planning on making a new wordpress dot com account soon. That will be a more personal space. This space, sugarette dot net, I consider to be partly yours, too – if you are neurodivergent or chronically ill, or disabled. TW SUICIDE in…
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twenty eighteen
i am so so so scaredand i can’t cut/snip/bleach my haircause i did that to cope too many damn years in a row(and i cried the next day every time)i am so so so tiredcaffeine as a food substitutebut i can’t let this or anything worse truly show(because the hospital doesn’t let me see my…
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not extinct
i’m here. not extinct. for now.it was a meme, a cute tidbit from the netnow it lives inside my head forever tooi’m not extinct. see, i like thatto put it obviously: it implies i am endangeredbut still alive! what a joy. what a thing.something, at least, to be alive stilli can’t talk about how badly…
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i stay alive
i took two overdoses in 2016combined there were over 300 pills in my body within those two months,just the times i shouldn’t have had them in my body,not counting the times i took medicines as prescribed i don’t remember too well what happenedbut i remember how i feltlost, scared, panickingunsure of any other options. nothing…
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