some instax scans and videos and a whole new world (website)

so first, youtube update:

they’re all covers….oops. a vlog soon. a birthday/hair vlog, hopefully.

now, here, have some instax high resolution scans. i cleaned two of these photos thoroughly first!

my 28th birthday cake, bought for the purpose of sitting on, was yellow cake, with strawberries & strawberry jam filling (2 layer) and also buttercream frosting in addition to the writing on the cake! it’s delicious.

i scanned some other things, but they are not mine so i will not share them (for now? forever?)

my hair is very cute, split blue and pink neon extensions. oh well; anyways.

i’m tired. i have MAYBE an hour before my med nurse gets here for my appointment.

zélie thorn

PS: i also have a brand new website that i’m working on, zelie dot tv

new dslr


Several months ago my dslr (fancy digital camera) stopped working in ways I need it to. It was very sad, very bad timing, and left me without a coping technique I rely heavily on – photography – for months. I have had a lot of other intense things going on, too, for a while now. It has made it very hard to update. I feel like I am trying to pick up pieces of my life from the floor amongst other junk and with my impaired cognitive functioning. It’s so difficult. This is because of not having that creative outlet, and other things, mostly other things.

However, one huge problem has been solved! With the help of several generous financial contributions and my own terrible money saving skills, I have bought a new dslr! It is beautiful and came with 0 shutter count and I’m almost even happy about something for once…!

That’s all for today. Hopefully I can update you all some more soon