thinking about self harm without actually self harming

i am full, i feel fullof bitterness and maggot-like creaturesi am rotting from the inside outmy organs are foul with the stench of feari wish to shine like goldi watch myself in a mirrordull instead of shiny yet in pain is there anything more ugly than meis there anything more beautifulthan some perfect tragedy executed… Continue reading thinking about self harm without actually self harming

i am sad and i am angry

The US 2016 presidential election results are in, and I can’t even say the name of the winner because he and his actions disgust me so much. He’s managed to insult and threaten every marginalized group, making many, many people absolutely terrified for their safety today. Today and for the next four years. Among those… Continue reading i am sad and i am angry

when education and health conflict

Okay. I have this overwhelming feeling that I am supposed to write about this, so that’s what I am doing. I’m dropping out. I’m a college drop out. I’ve been told I shouldn’t say that, that I should emphasize the medical withdrawal aspect of my leaving college so soon after attempting to start it, or… Continue reading when education and health conflict

smartphone apps & computer software for coping

Hello! I know it has been a while since I’ve blogged here, especially regularly – my mental and especially physical health has been pretty terrible for a while, and on top of that I am getting ready to move into a new apartment in mid September. I’ll totally do my best to update you guys… Continue reading smartphone apps & computer software for coping

some pictures for you people to look at

I’ve been avoiding posting. How silly is that? I’ve attached anxiety to weird things, and made life worse for myself that way before, but I refuse to let myself develop anxiety around blogging. It has been helpful and an outlet in the past, and I have all too few things like that, so I’m posting.… Continue reading some pictures for you people to look at

psychiatric medications and my experiences with them

hey you guys, this might be just a part one post, or maybe I’m done with this subject for now so today I’m going to talk about my experiences with being on psychiatric meds. First of all, I should mention that this post might be really triggering if things like suicide being mentioned trigger you.… Continue reading psychiatric medications and my experiences with them

seven things to do when your friend has an anxiety disorder

Hey! This is my first post of 2014 – and I’m really sorry about that!  It’s almost March! I’m terrible. This blog post was inspired by a chain of facebook comments on a post linking to this Huffington Post article. Someone commented and basically said that they thought an article about seven things you SHOULD… Continue reading seven things to do when your friend has an anxiety disorder