anxiety
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thinking about self harm without actually self harming
i am full, i feel fullof bitterness and maggot-like creaturesi am rotting from the inside outmy organs are foul with the stench of feari wish to shine like goldi watch myself in a mirrordull instead of shiny yet in pain is there anything more ugly than meis there anything more beautifulthan some perfect tragedy executed…
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i am sad and i am angry
The US 2016 presidential election results are in, and I can’t even say the name of the winner because he and his actions disgust me so much. He’s managed to insult and threaten every marginalized group, making many, many people absolutely terrified for their safety today. Today and for the next four years. Among those…
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smartphone apps & computer software for coping
Hello! I know it has been a while since I’ve blogged here, especially regularly – my mental and especially physical health has been pretty terrible for a while, and on top of that I am getting ready to move into a new apartment in mid September. I’ll totally do my best to update you guys…
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some pictures for you people to look at
I’ve been avoiding posting. How silly is that? I’ve attached anxiety to weird things, and made life worse for myself that way before, but I refuse to let myself develop anxiety around blogging. It has been helpful and an outlet in the past, and I have all too few things like that, so I’m posting.…