more updated youtube (and tiktoks, but you’ll have to find those yourself):
i keep dissociating; bad for finishing dehydrated. i think i have to delay releasing the album of mostly covers i haven’t even mentioned yet. so no august 1st. i’ll update you all soon on that, in case you care.
i’m so tired. i need my morning coffee.
perhaps a second morning coffee.
perhaps i will release a lo-fi album that i won’t take seriously, and a book of self-published poems, and go to college, and work, and more, but perhaps not. i am twenty seven years old.
this is the obligatory part of the post where i explain that it is my twenty-eighth birthday in nine days, and that my amazon wishlist link can be found here, because i get to post that occasionally, like right before my birthday.
i am bleaching and dyeing my hair soon. probably not today.
i don’t know what to write. it’s not writers’ block, i think, it is a deep tiredness that echoes through my being and attitude towards life.
you can also send me money for my birthday as a donation: paypal.me/zelie
sorry if i seem desperate, it’s because, well, i am.
things are complicated and i keep dissociating.