“i’m trying“
“you’re very trying”
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truth be told, i’ve taken days to write this – it’s been sitting open in a tab, even as my toned hair soaked up light purple (or lilac, or lavender) hair dye. girls night by arctic fox.
i swear, i am trying.
so, the major updates, or oobs, if you will:
- my hair is purple as aforementioned and seen above
- i owe more in debt than ever, especially thanks to my canon g7x mark ii which i purchased with credit but do not regret
- um, i am doing a no-buy year to change my psychology (more details will be on my youtube soon)
- my mom threatened very seriously to cut me out of her life financially but then changed her mind. (i would not have enough to pay my BILLS lol)
- i have a boyfriend who i want to fairly impulsively marry but idk if that’s happening ever lol
- up 1mg klonopin dosage. destigmatizing the medications.
- going outside = panic
- why did the mailman have to give me his number? it made me afraid of my favorite part of the day
- i vlog more than i can edit
- i upload less than i edit
- i don’t need to say everything, not yet
that’ll be all for now
xoxo
zé
