“i’m trying“
“you’re very trying”

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truth be told, i’ve taken days to write this – it’s been sitting open in a tab, even as my toned hair soaked up light purple (or lilac, or lavender) hair dye. girls night by arctic fox.

i swear, i am trying.

so, the major updates, or oobs, if you will:

• my hair is purple as aforementioned and seen above
• i owe more in debt than ever, especially thanks to my canon g7x mark ii which i purchased with credit but do not regret
• um, i am doing a no-buy year to change my psychology (more details will be on my youtube soon)
• my mom threatened very seriously to cut me out of her life financially but then changed her mind. (i would not have enough to pay my BILLS lol)
• i have a boyfriend who i want to fairly impulsively marry but idk if that’s happening ever lol
• up 1mg klonopin dosage. destigmatizing the medications.
• going outside = panic
• why did the mailman have to give me his number? it made me afraid of my favorite part of the day
• i vlog more than i can edit
• i upload less than i edit
• i don’t need to say everything, not yet

that’ll be all for now

xoxo
zé