only more so

i used to be brave enough to put my thoughts online
now every time i speak it comes out as a cry for help
it’s loud; it disturbs; i hate cleaning up after i spill words;
so i keep my mouth closed and hit backspace repeatedly,
i stay silent out of fear, much like when i spoke out of fear,
only more so

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